Ball Rolling

Well, it’s the 1st of March and one of my goals for this year was to write more. Clearly, I’m kicking the ball in the other direction as I haven’t really met this goal yet!

Call it a writer’s block, maybe I’ve been busy, or lazy. Or maybe, my life’s been pretty stagnant that I haven’t had the mental capacity to write anything fresh and new.

But I still have this burning desire to write, then I sit and stare at my screen and I don’t even know what to type. Not even the first word.

This is actually just me talking to myself and putting it down in words, maybe you, who’s reading this, like this or maybe you don’t. I just know, I’m glad I’m typing.

So, we’re done with 2 months of 2018. I have 174 days before I turn 30 and I feel like I haven’t had the ball rolling for myself.

I wanted to do this and that and be at a certain place in life before I turned 30 and yo, I don’t see most of it happening by August 22nd.

And you know what? It’s totally fine. If you can’t learn to be flexible, then you’re just gonna crack like a rock. Get some yoga in those bones and allow some backward bends.Plans-vs.-Reality

Funny enough, I’ve had different sorts of challenges thrown my way and new situations introduced to me, and some old stuff surfacing again. And even though it’s a bump on the road, toward where I want to go, I don’t mind taking a detour on a rough path to get to that ultimate destination.

It sucks. No lies. But what am I gonna do? Sit and cry a river over it? Maybe, I do have my moments. But I know I’ll build a bridge over that river and run across it.

So yeah, that’s where I’m at in life right now. It’s somewhat stagnant but I’ll get that ball kicking in the right direction soon enough.